无题~

That's not the way I am..

Feel weird, so gonna change a situation, and turn it all around..

isn't, is not this kind of attitute..

I like the things I like but didnt think of others feelings..

does this be a truth? Would it last forever, without changing opinion tht ppl think of me? Or should i figure out the right way, to making me undone~?

The other side of me, keep amusing ppl, but the real me, didn't do the same thing, I guess..Fake, live like a crown, or a fame...How will I know if thr's a path worth taking? Or I already in a wrong way? Meaningless to start all over again..

Confuse..Afraid..curious..doubt...all, grabing my fizical thinking...
I am grassping for right way out..Do you have a torchlight? anybody?

What's worth I living for? dreams? friendships? I duno n dunwanna noe~
All that I see is, darkness...It refers to the end of mine, all~all of it..~
But it doesn't mean at all..cz i found that, sure that I am not even a sanguinity person..What a joke...


我不应该是这样的。。

很怪的感觉，总觉得这不是我。。

不，这不是我的风格~

我霸道的喜欢自己喜欢的东西

这一切，会被改变吗？还是应该持续，不去改变别人对我的看法？还是努力去寻求出路？

另面的我，嬉皮笑脸，设法感染周围的人，而真正的我，却不是如此。。虚假、伪装，小丑、面具~
这是我值得踏上的路？倘若已经走在错误上，那么，一切都毫无意义了~

我，渴望，前方的一曙光~
这样，才有，下个，路口~